It has been an incredibly long time since I've felt the urge to write, and like many things in life when i comes...I just need to go for it. The title of this blog is what I feel so heavy in my life right now, when so many people don't understand why we do what we do, but how we respond when God says Go.
God has told us to go, and we are answering. Although unconventional, it has been my dream to go to Cambodia for as long as I can remember. In college, I was gripped with the reality of sex -trafficking and modern day slavery in young girls, it was my dream to live in a tree, feed all the orphans, and leave this American dream behind.
Now that the time is finally here, it looks a bit different than I previously imagined. I never imagined going to Cambodia married, but it fits nice....and I never imagined going to learn about the bible...IN CAMBODIA. But Gods ways are mysterious, and his ways so much better than my ways. I will more than likely still do what I dreamed to do way back when, it will just look a little bit different than before.
I have been constantly ridiculed by the ideas of all that I'll leave behind, all the comforts of the first world. The things as Americans we take for granted. Ridiculed often by the ideas of finishing school, the job I had always dreamed of, not the white picket fence but definitely the sky rise apartment.
If I have learned anything in the last 3 years of adventuring with my life and serving Jesus, it has been that he has never let me down, always provided for me, and his ideas are so much better than my ideas. I am challenged in this Christian life to not only say that I am Christian and do all the Christian things that I am "supposed" to do, but to do the things that so many of us don't want to do. Leave whats uncomfortable to pursue whats we HOPE to be is worth it, looking back at the last 3 years, it has been worth it.
I am challenged though, anxious at times, worried about worldly things Money, what people will think of me, how much I will miss my family. And the words keep ringing in my ear, When God says Go.
I write this today to vent a bit, process, but to also ask you..What is God asking you to do, Where is he asking you to go? It will more than likely look a lot different than where he is taking me, but are you willing to go? Despite the sacrifices, the trading of worldly things for heavenly things?
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